one of those days!

There are times in your life when you just feel soo blue...You feel like you don't have what you deserve..That life is unfair to you..That you are denied what you are rightfully entitled to have..You feel like you don't fit in..or that nothing fits you..That is when you realise with a pang in your heart that.......you have outgrown all your clothes and you don't have anything new to wear today to college...



*sigh!*



Don't laugh. One day you Will know what i mean. God! i was soo angry today morning while getting ready for college..I mean, i woke up with a determination to pamper myself. wear my best clothes, and actually wear matching accessories( whatever that means!) and what do i find? oh, the apt question will be- what do i not find??



If i complain to my amma she would probably say this..

amma: Don't be silly, what about the blue dress we went and bought from kalyan?

me:its not washed!

amma:what about that one achan bought from madras?

me:i wore it already last week,and week before last and many more that preceded!

amma:hogwash! what about the one which igot drycleaned?

me:urm well..that one huh?? you think that will do?..(i ponder over this for some 38 micro seconds and fortunately comes out of the spell)

amma: and the one you just got stitched-the pretty pink one that your ettan got you?

me: er!

amma:oh i forgot.that black one-silky and smooth..best for this weather..

me: (dryly) oh that?

amma: you do look pretty in that green one you knw!

me: something tells me i won't be getting a new dress!

amma: something got the idea pretty quick. now go get dressed!



Ah! pains of growing up!i hate college for this thing(among many others) that i don't have a uniform..takes away the pleasure of showing off a new dress to all you know!

Don't tell me i am immature now! pshaw!!! sathyam para- you know what i mean don't you??



sigh! one look at the pricetags on the pretty salwars makes you wish that you still lived in the pre historic age, with jambavan as immediate neighbour and happening fashion statement!
shopping is so depressing these days! hmm..maybe one day i should just do what apoos did!



Oh! have to mention- inspite of all this my knowledge in fashion is still tagged meagre. like my knowledge in cooking. they say my cooking abilities "exceeds expectations"..yeah, they never expected me to distinguish salt from sugar,which i apparantly did! i suck at fashion too..my friends and classmates are seriously concerned over my idea of fashion.what will i do dears when you aren't around?

i mean whats the use that if you know the load twist graph of a torsion apparatus is a straight line passing through the orgin or that that the electron moving in a lattice moves in a periodic potential when you don't know that green skirt and blue top don't go well with each other???

oh oh...HELP!

i tag you.you.you and you!!!!!!

ahem!! 'lo folks!! had a great xmas??? well, i felt like blogging. you know, sometimes when the urge is too strong, you can do nothing but to yield to it. urm,pretty heavy thought that is,from me, but no worries fellas, i use it only when i need to explain to my mom why the choclates and icecreams in our fridge has a very short life time!

i was going through my old diaries( ah!!!!blogs were unheard of in those days!!) and found some hilarious new year resolutions!! rotfl!!! i was so struck by my own innocence (glee) i was really happy reading those..and i just thought maybe i should think about all those things that makes me smile,or made me smile with happiness..

does any of these appeal to you? let me know...



1. Rain- it makes me feel at ease...

2.My diaries..:)

3.the sea..

4. calvin and hobbes!!:), P.G.wodehouse, and archies!!!!

5.tom and jerry.

6.these two blogs- hamish's and silverines's

7.my physics teacher,Ms Lucy. oh, i am really scared of her and all when it comes to lab and tests, but she is one adorable cute creature and i just love her moral talks...:)

8.the way my best friend talks about her cats!

9. the message vibration on my mobile...

10. that song-"when you're happy and you know it,clap your hands!"

11.the bucket song!!!(if you are a mallu and hvn't heard that song,please tell me,u ought to hear it!)

12. photo albums!!!( ah! my fourth standard photo is the best! oh!! just looove that photo!!)

13.the comments on my blogs!! all of them!! especially the first ones!)

14. "as kids see it" humour from reader's digest....

15. baby videos.:))

16.certain speeches that i went to...ah! there was one where this personality from another state was giving this speech about us,ok. and he said-"i am struck by the low morality rate of the city"..what he actually meant was the low mortality rate!!! i still can't stop laughing thinking about the faces of all those who heard it!!!!!

17.our art fest ...the miss ------ian contest was hilarious, the answers to some questions were...omg!!!!!!!! like there was this anchorwoman..and she gave one situation to the girl and it was like this-"what if you find out that your husband was an HIV infected person?" and the girl started giggling. the woman was furious,she started to give a lecture on how that could happen and we should be able to accept it as a reality and crap...and the girl sheepishy said" i am already married! haha!!!!

then she asked another question-"what will you dop with the prize money? " and she said she will put it in the bank. the answer didn't satisfy the woman. and when asked why,our girl said-"my husband works in a bank"!!! lol!!!..hmm..i guess i will miss my college after all!!

18. filmfare and femina. i don't know why.

19. all K- serials. i used to love some of them,but not anymore.

20.FRIENDS, and takeshi's castle...

21.babies..:)

22.the cuppycake song.

23.my childhood friends- sattu and sophie. i don't know what they are doing now...btw,sattu is the brother, ask jeeevs you know!and sophie is the sister :)..miss those days!!

24. the remnants of my kitchen set...:)

25.my old friend kadija..i had some very memorable fun times with her...cutest thing i know...

26.fairs:)

27. libraries and the coffee house- uzhunnuvada,parippuvada,masaladosa,oothappam...mm...actually,they just makes my mouth water...

29.powercuts!(sometimes,i do love the silence and darkness)

30. travelling by trains...i just love them...the early morning hurry to catch the train every vacation..and the regular chai guy who always bought my favorite poorie, and i love travelling at night!!!

31. night sky!

32.lolakutty.:))

33.the audio tapes that my dad recorded when i was a lil kid!

34.beaches..

35. the movie-my best friend's wedding...don't know why.

36.saturdays and sundays..

37.hearing people snore!!! :))))))))))

38.R.L.stine's goosebumps!!!

39.all my certificates

40...............................

yup! thats all i can think of...know what? i feel good already...oh.that song-i feel good.too...

i don't know wots a tag actually..but i do tag these people to tell me what are those thing that makes them smile!

so i tag these ppl..

xh, destiny's child, mithu, appuannan....and binsy..i want to know your response...definitely. so on the comment space ok!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!!!!..now saying that makes me smile too!!!!!!!!

(((((((((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))))))))))))

the ugly duckling story contd..

for those who came in late,(or those who were just lazy and insensitive to avoid the very first blog of mine) to cut a very long and painful and bloody story short....i-put-braces-and-i-still-have-them-on-and-i-am-in-pain.

to read the full blood and gore story go to older posts and read "tortures that doesn't seem so."(don't forget to comment)

so,all those souls who had been with me till now, let me continue.

dears i survived yet another visit to the dentist. the execution time was 10:00 am this morning. now i am back on my favorite chair. come to think of it, any chair other than that dentist's chair is my favorite.

so, do i see a yawn and do i hear that question"wots new?" i will overlook the yawn. because everything is NEW!!

the clinic got shifted to another building. they say on the card that "after 45 years,three months and 10 days (hmm..we are not the only ones who keeps count of days and hours huh!) of practising dentistry(snort!) in leased premises we are moving in to our own building with a lot of parking space........"

this was my first visit to the place ok. and my first impression was-"they mentioned just the parking space???? what about the cool,palace like clinic with LCD TV and music flowing and lotta lotta space and a/c and GOD WHAT NOT!!! now now, compared with the space they had,this was a palace... heck,compared with anything,this was a palace!!"

well good idea, we now have a lot of things to take our mind away from the pain!! the place is superb!! the whole place was given a lot of thought and the result is fantabulous!!!

i never never thought in my entire life i would say this about that place, but it felt like ....heaven.or maybe if i took into account the pain, it just was about the hell i wouldnt mind being in...

so, anyone interested in knowing how my teeth progressed?? anyone?? someone?? no one?:(

this is my blog. read what i write. the teeth looks fantastic. the doctor is a genius. go read all the descriptions i gave of my own teeth back there in my first blog okay...the doc's hand worked magic, and its quite...magic. amidst ear piercing shrieks of mine( that put bianca castafiore to shame) he did mange to do what he was supposed to do,and did it quite ...beautifully..the ugly duckling is on her way to swandom!!!!!!:))))))))))

thanx doc.

ps. i am now an expert in dental clinics and dentists. had been to three now, havent i??. but i guess i will stick on to this one. kudos!!!