one of those days!

There are times in your life when you just feel soo blue...You feel like you don't have what you deserve..That life is unfair to you..That you are denied what you are rightfully entitled to have..You feel like you don't fit in..or that nothing fits you..That is when you realise with a pang in your heart that.......you have outgrown all your clothes and you don't have anything new to wear today to college...



*sigh!*



Don't laugh. One day you Will know what i mean. God! i was soo angry today morning while getting ready for college..I mean, i woke up with a determination to pamper myself. wear my best clothes, and actually wear matching accessories( whatever that means!) and what do i find? oh, the apt question will be- what do i not find??



If i complain to my amma she would probably say this..

amma: Don't be silly, what about the blue dress we went and bought from kalyan?

me:its not washed!

amma:what about that one achan bought from madras?

me:i wore it already last week,and week before last and many more that preceded!

amma:hogwash! what about the one which igot drycleaned?

me:urm well..that one huh?? you think that will do?..(i ponder over this for some 38 micro seconds and fortunately comes out of the spell)

amma: and the one you just got stitched-the pretty pink one that your ettan got you?

me: er!

amma:oh i forgot.that black one-silky and smooth..best for this weather..

me: (dryly) oh that?

amma: you do look pretty in that green one you knw!

me: something tells me i won't be getting a new dress!

amma: something got the idea pretty quick. now go get dressed!



Ah! pains of growing up!i hate college for this thing(among many others) that i don't have a uniform..takes away the pleasure of showing off a new dress to all you know!

Don't tell me i am immature now! pshaw!!! sathyam para- you know what i mean don't you??



sigh! one look at the pricetags on the pretty salwars makes you wish that you still lived in the pre historic age, with jambavan as immediate neighbour and happening fashion statement!
shopping is so depressing these days! hmm..maybe one day i should just do what apoos did!



Oh! have to mention- inspite of all this my knowledge in fashion is still tagged meagre. like my knowledge in cooking. they say my cooking abilities "exceeds expectations"..yeah, they never expected me to distinguish salt from sugar,which i apparantly did! i suck at fashion too..my friends and classmates are seriously concerned over my idea of fashion.what will i do dears when you aren't around?

i mean whats the use that if you know the load twist graph of a torsion apparatus is a straight line passing through the orgin or that that the electron moving in a lattice moves in a periodic potential when you don't know that green skirt and blue top don't go well with each other???

oh oh...HELP!